Fuck bulimia it is a disease it is not in your words "a really great diet". So the f what if you lost 100 lbs. You now have a cyst on your ovary which turned into cancer yet you still make yourself throw up. Fuck you for not getting help and giving a big FU to me for trying everything I can to offer you support.
And an even bigger FUCK YOU for your snide comments about how I could find a much better quality of man if I only lost weight. Fuck you for making me feel ashamed of my size for the first time in my whole 31 years. If a can't find a man to love me even though my size goes from 14 to 16 from time to time FUCK him too. I'll stay single forever if that is the case and will fucking love it. Fuck you for trying to convince me to join your so called diet. I fucking love you yet your fucking self destruction, constant co dependence, and insults have finally driven me away. Big fucking congratulations.
Fuck you ex boyfriends. Fuck you for calling me a piece of shit for breaking up w/you. Fuck you for not working, living fucking off me for two fucking years and acting fucking entitled for that duration. Guess fucking what? I got sick and fucking tired of supporting your ass while you didn't do shit but sit at my house while flirting with women on the internet. Fuck you for lying to yourself and other people that I broke up w/you cuz I got hooked on tweak. You know the fucking truth, you were on the shit way worse than I was & did it more often than I ever did. Fuck you for acting the fucking victim in all this. And yes, saving pictures of a girl you used to have sex with without her knowledge is fucking bizzare, stalkerish and weird. And it's even fucking weirder you consider her family. It is not fucking romantic as the bulimic idiot that I described above says. It's fucking sickening. And as for that fucking email about how you miss and still love me, how you want to be friends now and how you never cheated on me? Wtf...was that supposed to some fucking honor? Well it's fucking not and you are sick in the fucking head. I want nothing else to fucking do with you. My next boyfriend will be someone that will add to mine and my children's lives in a positive fucking way. Not someone who is just out for them fucking self. Being friends is nothing but fucking laughable. On to the next fucking one.
Fuck you kids' family for promising to pick him up all day yet blowing him off every chance you get. He fucking loves you all and if by the end of the night that he ends up dissed....may karma have fucking fun with you all.
Fuck me for getting hooked on drugs and blowing off my bills. I am getting what I fucking deserve but hey, at least I'm fucking smart enough to realize my self destructing ways and getting off the fucking drugs. It's not a fucking easy task and I feel so fucking self absorbed for even saying that.
Fuck you to everyone who did me wrong when I was younger. I'm older, wiser and am now fucking happy w/myself and my life. No longer am I the whiney fucking kid w/no family. Besides the self destructing ppl, there are now some wonderful and amazing people in my life that I love w/all my fucking heart. I love you all and am nothing but grateful for your support. Here's to 2011 being a good fucking one. It's time to get myself fucking together for once in my life. No more being used, I am now setting fucking boundaries and am done w/people walking all fucking over me.
Fuck that bullshit that he was murdered and she died last year on New Year's Eve. They were both wonderful people and should be alive right now.
Fuck the Kardashians, the Gosselins, the Palins, and that Amber chick from that crappy show on MTV. Fuck that they are living it up and rich while the good people of the world have to go without. And fuck the morons that keep this fuckery going by being their fans. Fuck superficial people and their vapid fucking lives.
Fuck the earthquake in Haiti. Fuck the oil spill that destroyed so much. Fuck that young girls are prostituting themselves by force. Fuck the people that lock them up and not offer help. Fuck the still shitty economy. Fuck the fact that so many qualified people can't get decent fucking jobs. Fuck corporations and their fucking greed. Fuck AIDS. Fuck cancer. Fuck that so many people around the world are not living under good circumstances and have it so hard not by choice.
But thank GOD for the music of fucking Queen. Thank God that for as many fucking assholes that are out there, there are 10x as many good people that are working to change what is wrong with this fucking world. Thank God for fucking positivity. Thank God for the fact that after every storm there is a fucking rainbow. Hell after all this, there will be a double fucking rainbow.
Fuck you 2010. May 2011 not be so fucked.
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